Текст песни Winning - Lil 9

I was so mad when you left
I'm not kiddin'
And I'm not repentin'
What's finished is finished
I'll be ok
Cause one day I'll be winnin'
And you'll still be sinnin'
Not part of the team and
You told me all those pretty lies
So I'd sleep good at night
I just wonder
How could you have hurt me
I swear you changed in a day
It was probably slowly
And I didn't notice till you left me

Don't tell me to find someone else
Girl I'm sorry
But I cannot do that
And I can't go outside it's raining
I think that now I'll be alone forever
My hearts under the weather
And my brain won't stop hurting
The memories in my head
They keep me up in my bed
Please don't tell me to get up
Cause I've tried and it's not working
Forever always means never
In my situation
Even I know that the next girl
Just might hurt me
Don't wanna end up here again
All alone got no friends
Now I'm off the deep end
Never saw this coming
But you did
Call up my doctor to get me in
Cause the drugs became my friends
Klonopin turned to an addiction

I was so mad when you left
I'm not kiddin'
And I'm not repentin'
What's finished is finished
I'll be ok
Cause one day I'll be winnin'
And you'll still be sinnin'
Not part of the team and
You told me all those pretty lies
So I'd sleep good at night
I just wonder
How could you have hurt me
I swear you changed in a day
It was probably slowly
And I didn't notice till you left me