Sharabi's Secret

You're doing the most
You got me out here
I do not belong Im a ghost
I feeling all weird
Tell me why I should boast
In all of these things
They come and they go
Like people in life
I need to know why
Tell me it's real or it's not ok
I do not know why they bothering me
They said that they like the music I make
But for some reason that's still not stoping me
From being all anxious
Oh my god I cannot take this
I feel like they being the fakest
And lying to all of our faces
Yea
I struggle with fear
I know what they'll say
So when they come near
I go hide away
I'm holding my tears
I'm hiding my pain
I told all my peers
They don't know my strength
I took a better way
We pray for better days
You see what I show ok
So please don't go judging me

You can't
Can't be judging me
For the way my mind goes numb
I tried
Like a hundred things
Guess that i'm just young and dumb
I'm just young not dumb

I'm just young not dumb

I'm anxious i don't feel like speaking
But words keep on leaking
Forget it baby it's the weekend
Just keep this one secret
I don't know myself

Say you what mean
But say it fast
Cause I don't wanna talk
Do not mean I'm mad
If I'm not in the mood
Do not mean I'm sad
Just I need some space
So back back back up
Maybe just a tad
I ain't tryna act tough
I just don't wanna have to dap up
All you folks cause I'm out here so dapper
And I'm certain it's not bout the manners
Why you talk to me as soon as I stand up
Why you asking me all of these questions
Say you tryna give me a blessing
I don't want it baby get to stepping
I tell the truth thats it
Wanna see you move with the quickness
Psycho please get to dipping
Got dang what you been sipping
Turn my back now I see it
A break from the life I need it
I'm trying not to be conceited
Keep on giving me reasons
Yea leave it
I cant believe it
I see that you need it

You can't
Can't be judging me
For the way my mind goes numb
I tried
Like a hundred things
Guess that i'm just young and dumb
I'm just young not dumb

I'm just young not dumb

I'm anxious i don't feel like speaking
But words keep on leaking
Forget it baby it's the weekend
Just keep this one secret
I don't know myself

Ok wait
Wait for me
Let me say
A couple things
Gotta get this off my mind
Before you up on me and leave
I know when they come around me
All of these ppl surround me
I'm stuck in my thoughts drown me
I cant breathe
Talk about sad
Cuz the only thing we ever thinking about is cash
Every time you talk to me that be the first thing you ask
I don't wanna hear about it can you please relax
Check the facts
They say to go and get me a bag
What happens if i don't
Am I under attack
I'm way too young to deal with all of this crap
I just wanna live my life and destroy these raps
But now I'm sad
Because I got a lot on my plate
It's getting harder to breathe every breathe that I take
See they talking to me but they still can't relate
I guess they all wanna be like this image that's fake
And I'm afraid
Cause everything's about to change
I hope it all goes my way
But if it don't go my way
I may suffocate

You can't
Can't be judging me
For the way my mind goes numb
I tried
Like a hundred things
Guess that i'm just young and dumb
I'm just young not dumb

I'm just young not dumb

I'm anxious i don't feel like speaking
But words keep on leaking
Forget it baby it's the weekend
Just keep this one secret
I don't know myself