Used to This

Rolling thru the storm
I can barely breathe
I dunno if there is sun
Ahead of me
So I look around
And then all I can see
Is bodies on the ground
Where they found me
I dunno how I ain't
Hear the sounds
When they around me
Clink clink clink ah boom
It's astounding
But I guess that I
Just go deaf when I'm drowning
Why you always frowning
And flaunting exhausting
Add up all my sins
And then I tally what it cost me
And if I cannot pay the price
I'll need someone to save my life
Or you might as well just toss me
Yea
I'd rather you do that than cross me
Yea
I know you know what's in my head
Cuz of that night when those words were said
I laid there dead
When you left
Thinking over all the things
You left on my chest
And I
I feel fright
I realize
On that night I felt alright
Listening to sade
By your side
It's alright
Don't you cry

I'm used to this
All them that I love keep doing this
You said you didn't want ruin this
Are you convinced
It's useless

I just might be losing it
I dunno why I keep doing this
Baby just gimme the truth
I'll sit, here, forever
Until things get better

Oo you clever
Don't you ever
Leave my side
I had to sever
Off some ties
It's yo life
I dont know why
I keep laying dead

You be making sad faces
Ion like that
Wondering how I change it
I came right back
The second you call
Man it's like that
I drop it all aye
Colon parentheses
Thats how you get me
You got this little thing
Yea yea yea
I mess w your energy
Clearly you feeling me
I feel you
So what it do
Lil boo
You aint gotta hide the truth
I want you be comfortable
I just wanna talk to you
All day all night
You put me on to the frostbite
And l lost my sight
But just for minute
I found my eyes
Ok
I been living only w intent to die
Ok
Til I saw had some purpose in my life
No way
That's only thang keeping me alive
I got ppl need inspire
I got do it for my guys
And the one i call the prize mm yea
Gon head look me in my eyes mm yea
Your true reflections only in the light oo yea
But I only see you at night
Thats the right time

I'm used to this
All them that I love keep doing this
You said you didn't want ruin this
Are you convinced
It's useless

I just might be losing it
I dunno why I keep doing this
Baby just gimme the truth
I'll sit, here, forever
Until things get better