Текст песни Liquor Spice - LoneCryst

Picture this
I'm on the floor
You're at the door
I'm still alive
Why do I try?

I'm not
I'm not trying to be sober
I just
I just wish that it was over

On my mind suicide
In my blood liquor spice
On my head you put ice
You could be sometimes nice

I mean when everything is over
You'd still put head right on my shoulder
Now I wish that I was bolder
This pain now would be way over aaa

Liquor shots one by one
Used to do this for fun
Now there's nowhere to run
Next time I'll use a gun
When will I find someone
My emotions are gone
You smoke just to be gone
Never answered the phone

I mean when everything is over
You'd still put head right on my shoulder
Now I wish that I was bolder
This pain now would be way over aaa

Hopeless body mind is gone
All I hear is high pitched tone na na naaa
I feel sorry for who sees
Even if it's only me a a aa
My body or my mind
How could I be so fine aa
I gave them all my heart
They didn't care from the start

Let me be I would say
Give my mind a quick break
Never cared now they stay
So much noise that they make

Destiny is in my own hands
On my grave I want you to dance
Candle lit just as a joke
Rather do on it some coke aaa