Darkness

Where do l even start
When did my life fall apart
These scars on my arms tell stories of being alone with nobody to call
Nobody at home nobody to love me and even call me their own
Nobody to love nobody to phone
Nobody I've been able to call my own

I've lost myself to the darkness
Got nowhere to run now
Got no one to call now
I've lost myself to the darkness
These drugs they consume me
My life's one bad movie

Damn't this world has me so stressed
I can't even show my emotions because of my damn sex
I try to keep it inside like it really don't exist
Till it's three in the morning and it finally fucking hits
Now I'm lost and I'm deep in my thoughts
Sadness depression and suicidal thoughts
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to run
I don't wanna die but I'm just so fucking lost

I've lost myself to the darkness
Got nowhere to run now
Got no one to call now
I've lost myself to the darkness
These drugs they consume me
My life's one bad movie

I've been searching and I've been waiting and
I've been hurting too many pills my heart aches I fucking hate my life too many damn Heart breaks
I've been searching for a way to end this pain
I've been taking these drugs to numb my brain
I'm seeing ghosts when I sleep and demons when I think
Telling me to take the bottle and just go to sleep

I've lost myself to the darkness
Got nowhere to run now
Got no one to call now
I've lost myself to the darkness
These drugs they consume me
My life's one bad movie
I've lost myself to the darkness
Got nowhere to run now
Got no one to call now
I've lost myself to the darkness
These drugs they consume me
My life's one bad movie