Текст песни Played Myself - Lyrik

Ayy
I've been going through some things
I can't open up in person
But through text
Let me explain
I wanna tell you how you feel
But do I trust that you won't shame me cause I'm lost
In my feelings and my thoughts
I might be all over the place
You get it
But let me take that back
I never been confused
Always a forward person
Yet, I hate to start a feud
You trying to argue with me
I'm just trying to keep it smooth
What is it I gotta do
I'm not trying to lie to you
Baby it's that pride in you
It's keeping me from you
I know I'm not perfect
Shidd
But damn girl
I love you
I value you so much
That I put no one above you
You don't value me the same
I shed a tear
Then I'm a bitch
Right with every other name
We are not the same
How you trying to clown me out
Now you drown me out
I was there since day one
Through your down and outs
Who's gonna have the last laugh
Why you drown me out

I'm tired of being foolish for the same shit
I'm just trying to keep it real with you
Don't lane switch
I've been stressing through depression
Trying to save myself
I can't help it
I admit
I played myself

I'm tired of being foolish for the same shit
I'm just trying to keep it real with you
Don't lane switch
I've been stressing through depression
Trying to save myself
I can't help it
I admit
I played myself

I can't lie
Yeah I cried a lot
I'm a feelings type of guy
You wouldn't understand
If you was never in my shoes
Then you wouldn't understand
I try to keep things to myself
Cause you wouldn't understand
Just listen
For that very damn reason
I chose the other hand
How you mad at your boy
Now that he won't open up
Tried to be an open book
But that shit went overlooked
Look
Pay attention when I open up
Ayy
Say what
Shit never been easy
You gotta meet me halfway
You supposed to make it breezy
You are not alone
You were never alone
You trying to make it about you
You were never alone
We had our separate issues
I admitted to mine
You didn't admit to yours
But I'm the bad guy
Yeah nice try
You a long shot away from being completely right
Then you wonder why a nigga so

Tired of being foolish for the same shit
I'm just trying to keep it real with you
Don't lane switch
I've been stressing through depression
Trying to save myself
I can't help it
I admit
I played myself

I'm tired of being foolish for the same shit
I'm just trying to keep it real with you
Don't lane switch
I've been stressing through depression
Trying to save myself
I can't help it
I admit
I played myself