Текст песни Ventilations - Lyrik

I remember I was in and out depression
Them heartbreaks had taught me lessons
Separation was a blessing
I ain't get it all the times you had to threaten our relationship
Was hard for me to shake the drift
Off my shoulders came a bigger lift
We had the biggest rift
I may have came off a bit passive aggressive
We exchanging aggression
I was dealing with them trust issues
No doubt
I really fucked with you
But you was acting clueless when my heart was really stuck with you
Uhhnnn

Say whattt
You cut a hole up in my heart
It wasn't like this from the start
And what makes the shit even worse is that you know it cut me sharp
You almost made me call you cold blooded
Cold blooded
Even though I know I shouldn't
There was times you did me wrong
Can you apologize
I know you wouldn't
Never would
Never could

Uhhnnn
Why would you do that
Whole time I know you knew that
It's kinda hard to forget when you was pulling my durag
Or the several times I put a smile on your face
Never wanted to lose that
Thought we were locked in
Shit don't go your way
And then you change the way we rocking
If I ain't take you serious
Why your love for me ain't stop then
Was never into mind games
I was trying to change your mind frame
For the better
Not the worst
I just feel like I've been cursed
It only hits me where it hurts
Because I always put you first
When it's all said and done
Girl you threw me to the dirt
I needed love
I needed hugs
I needed levels of assurance
Even though I am a man
There was still doubt that's reoccurring
I had a heart no matter what
Any way I've felt about you
More than any type of lust
We was young
Never dumb
Involved in grown people stuff
Even though I felt I wasn't enough
I kept it tuff
Even though we left off on bad terms
I wish you luck
I got love for you
I had to stay distant
I ain't wanna be too much for you
Run from you
We was toxic for each other
We was Stockton & Malone
But as lovers
Then we fell apart from each other
Used to have a heart to heart with each other
From long talks to disagreements
Then we laughing by the evening
Was my pleasure to be pleasing
Would've felt better receiving
All of the love that I gave you
Baby girl you can just keep it
If right now was back then
Of course I'd still really mean it
If we down to keep it honest
This heartbreak
Never seen it