Текст песни In My Thoughts - Mar2x

Yeah
Long live my brudda

Yeah, my problem is I never healed, yeah I just kept it going tho
I had a good girl but I just kept on hoeing tho
Let some good ones go, that shit done took its toll
I gotta keep on pushing, cant get emotional
Emotional, yeah I lost my mind but I controlled it tho
Notable, they revealed they colors, should've known it tho
Covid flow, yeah this shit is sick, caption quotable
Sociable, only wit da gang, I ain't approachable
I used to hit local inns up for continental breakfasts
The chances of making it out da hood hardly exist
The odds against me, I'm scoring it wit no help or the assist
Shit's like tryna get yo dream job wit zero references
And yet I smile, yet I hug but I still feel alone in this
Damn I miss my brudda, all these tears, ain't no holding it
Take them secrets to the grave, you know ain't no exposing it
You can't break da bond, forever family, no disowning it nah
No disowning it nah, no disowning it
Got the hood tatted on me, you know I'm showing it yea
You know I'm showing it, you know I'm showing it yeah
Okay yeah I keep it short, I done peep the way you move
Ain't gon hold no convo, I caught on what you do
Put that shit park cause I ain't riding wit no goof
He want me to see his side, bitch I don't care bout what you view
Lil bae I'm nonchalant so I don't care bout what you do
I just want da money, I don't care bout who I lose
I was moving fast, til I put my life in cruise
Niggas want the validation so they chose to get used (Heh)
I could never be that dude
Crazy I was seeing red when I went through the blues
Usually calm but I don't think y'all wanna see me lose my cool
Raised different, you cant play both sides, niggas be confused
Niggas be confused, can't walk in my shoes
When I throw a M how the fuck I'm gonna lose
Word to Mike should've took her instead he took you
I done came along way from wearing fake ass trues
Know I'm humble for my blessings, all them dark hard times was a lesson
Used to have a crush on this shawty named essence
Hood thick shawty prolly make me in seconds
Young nigga raised around weapons
Ain't afraid of death, just pray I make it to the Heavens
Appreciate the ones who constantly doing check ins
Expressing my depression, know y'all want me to address it
Putting everything I go through into these stu sessions
If you don't fuck wit me then why you keeping up wit me
They be actin fanned out cause that what they wanna be
My lil shawty put that water on me, she a lil freak
She say why you bein weird, no why you bein weird to me
Haha, let it breathe