Текст песни If I'm Being Honest - Mateo Palmitier

I threw my dreams in a wishing well
Hoped someday they would find me out
But it's been too many years to count
And it feels silly how much it let me down

If I'm being honest I could use someone
All that hopeless romance just seems hopeless now
I'm not tired or angry, but I wish I was
Cus I'd love to feel anything but numb

If I, if I'm being honest, being honest
I hate, I hate being honest, being honest

I toughened up, I put a brave face on
But the face didn't match the heart
I tried some things to distract me from how much it let me down
I've been numbing out

If I'm being honest I could use someone
All that hopeless romance just seems hopeless now
I'm not tired or angry, but I wish I was
Cus I'd love to feel anything but numb

If I, if I'm being honest, being honest
I hate, I hate being honest, being honest
If I, if I'm being honest, being honest
I hate, I hate being honest

I tried to hide behind my smile
But every wall breaks over time
And make believe was killing me
Now I need to express my need

If I'm being honest I could use some help
I don't wanna do this life all by myself

If I'm being honest I could use someone
All that hopeless romance just seems hopeless now
I'm not tired or angry, but I wish I was
Cus I'd love to feel anything but numb

If I, if I'm being honest, being honest
I hate, I hate being honest, being honest
If I, if I'm being honest, being honest
I hate, I hate being honest