Nush CSZ - Maximilian перевод на английский

Nush CSZ

Poi, hai sa vorbim!
Spune-mi exact ce s-a-ntamplat

Parca am asa o stare nu stiu cum s-o definesc
De-mi vine sa-mi tai aripi care nici macar nu-mi cresc
Parca am asa o stare de parc-as fuma un prost
M-as varzi si m-as juca de parc-ar avea vreun rost
Insa pun pe stop Red Dead-ul, las' ca fac pe seara un daily
Ma rog sa nu-mi cada netul c-a scos una noua Feli
Nu stiu ce sa zic cu rapu', parca vad numai mizerii
Parca-s toti plictisitori, dar tot nu mi-e dor de Neli
Iar fac pe inteligentu', doar am zis ca ma abtin
Iar ratez obiectivul de a fi prost cat mai putin
Insa dau cu bata-n balta cum n-am facut-o vreodata
Dau cu diss-uri pe sub mana la un baietel si-o fata
Bravo, tata! Beef-uri intre generatii
De ce naiba sa-mi asum cand pot da vina pe altii
Parca sunt tot mai prajit in loc de mai intelept
Mai nou fac conexiuni de nici eu nu le-nteleg
Sar de la una la alta cand nu sar din lac in put
Acu-ncerc cumva s-o dreg, vai de mine, ce dragut!
Deci n-am cum sa nu ma-ntreb de n-o fac de prea mult timp
Poate ca am obosit sau poate ca n-o mai simt
Poate-i dragoste la mijloc ca sunt constient, la dracu'
Ca-n treaba asta cu rapu' eu centrez, eu dau cu capu'
Asa ca-n continuare intrebarea care-mi vine
E dragoste pentru muzica sau pentru sine?
Nu stiu ce sa zic, menut, nici nu-mi vine sa-mi raspund
Insa parca totodata nici nu-mi vine sa m-ascund
Poate ar trebui s-accept ca poate atata pot
Poate ar trebui s-accept ca asta m-ar tine-n loc
Poate-poate totodata ne uitam prea mult la cifre
Sau poate cand nu le ai te freaca prea mult la icre
Poate da sau poate nu, poate eu sau poate tu
Poate ar fi putin mai simplu de m-as hotari de acu
Totodata cred in rap
Daca stii sa-l faci cu cap
Poti sa-l faci nelimitat
Am zis s-o raresc putin sa ai timp de respirat
Desi asta nu-i s-o canti, nu suntem mereu maimute
Bine, unii dintre noi sunt unele chiar dragute
Nu-mi sari inca in cap, chiar nu conteaza aspectul
Dar pierd repede respectul cand iti vad comportamentul
Ma-ngrozesc cand ma gandesc ca tre' s-o ard pe retele
Urla unii de ma doare, zici ca-s in calduri catele
N-as putea sa le fac fata si n-as vrea s-o ard asa
Am facut greseli destule pana acum la viata mea
Inca una n-ar conta sau poate m-ar adanci
Mai tare in labirintul din care nu pot iesi
Si se-ntampla tot mai rar s-o gasesc pe Ariadne
Deci legat de promovare oi gasi eu variante

Ti se-ntampla des sa intarzii?
Nu
Ai intarziat la toate trei sedintele de pana acum
Corect, scuze!
Eu cred ca intarzii pentru ca de fapt nu vrei sa vii aici

Stateam linistit in casa, speriat de umbra mea
Ma-ntrebam ce-ar fi mai k, o sfoara sau o curea
Mi-am dat seama ca-i degeaba asa ca m-am pus pe scris
A iesit cacatul asta, o sfoara mergea la fix
Din pix o sa mai bag eu vreun joint
Ca m-apuca paranoia ca alunec a la Freud
Si se duce naibii zen-ul, eu ma urc pe toti peretii
Cand zic ca esti de cacat, proiectez ca arhitectii

Eu cred ca in exagerarile astea ale tale e si ceva adevarat
Teama ta suna foarte autentic

Iar ma scald in revelatii la ore cat mai tarzii
Scriu eu rar, dar si cand scriu, scriu tot felu' de prostii
Sorry, te-am tinut prea mult la mine-n poezioara
Am scris asta cand erau 40 de grade afara
Asa cum n-a fost mereu, vin cu rapul ala greu
Bat tobele astea-n boxe ca vocile-n capul meu
Sunt Sergiu Nicolaescu, muzica e doar un fleac
Vin cu beaturi de la Esqu de nici macar lui nu-i plac
Vremea mi-a apus de mult, am pierdut ultimul tren
Cui sa trimit demo asta sa-i aplice un refren?
Ca eu n-am nicio idee, am stors ultima resursa
Nu conteaza cui trimit, ma bucur cand ma refuza
Vine o vremea cand nici tu nu-ti mai crezi deloc vrajeala
Nu-i de vina plictiseala ca m-apuca hatereala
S-a acrit supereroul, cine mai salveaza lumea
Ies cu muzica din nou la marele fix ca Prunea

De ceea ce ne era frica n-am scapat

Stick 'em up, punk!

Your love, baby, that's all I need

Nush CSZ

So, let's talk!
Tell me exactly what happened

I feel like I'm in a state, I don't know how to define it
It makes me want to cut off wings I don't even have
I feel like I'm in a state like I'm smoking something stupid
I'd get lost and play like it even makes sense
But I'm pausing Red Dead, I'll do a daily later tonight
I hope my internet doesn't drop, Feli just dropped a new one
I don't know what to say about rap, I just see a lot of garbage
Everyone seems boring, but I still don't miss Neli
I'm acting smart again, I just said I'd refrain
I'm failing again at the goal of being as stupid as possible
But I'm just messing around like I've never done before
I'm sending disses under the table to a boy and a girl
Bravo, dad! Beef between generations
Why should I take responsibility when I can blame others?
I feel like I'm getting more fried instead of wiser
I'm making connections now that even I don't understand
I jump from one thing to another when I don't jump from bad to worse
Now I'm trying to fix it somehow, oh my, how cute!
So I can't help but wonder if I haven't been doing this for too long
Maybe I'm tired or maybe I just don't feel it anymore
Maybe there's love involved, because I'm aware, damn it
That in this rap thing, I center, I headbutt
So the question that keeps coming to me is
Is it love for the music or for myself?
I don't know what to say, man, I don't even want to answer
But maybe at the same time I don't want to hide
Maybe I should accept that maybe that's all I can do
Maybe I should accept that that would hold me back
Maybe we're looking at numbers too much at the same time
Or maybe when you don't have them, it bothers you too much in the groin
Maybe yes or maybe no, maybe me or maybe you
Maybe it would be a little simpler if I decided now
At the same time, I believe in rap
If you know how to do it with your head
You can do it limitlessly
I said I'd slow it down a bit so you have time to breathe
Although that's not to sing, we're not always monkeys
Okay, some of us are, some are even cute
Don't jump at me yet, it really doesn't matter the aspect
But I quickly lose respect when I see your behavior
I'm horrified when I think I have to burn it on social media
Some people scream so much it hurts, it's like I'm in heat like a dog
I couldn't face them and I wouldn't want to burn it like that
I've made enough mistakes in my life so far
One more wouldn't matter or maybe it would bury me deeper
Deeper in the labyrinth from which I can't escape
And it happens less and less often to find Ariadne
So regarding promotion, I'll find some options

Do you often find yourself running late?
No
You've been late to all three sessions so far
Correct, sorry!
I think I'm late because I actually don't want to come here

I was sitting quietly at home, scared of my own shadow
I was wondering what would be worse, a rope or a belt
I realized it was pointless so I started writing
This crap came out, a rope would do the trick
From the pen I'll put another joint in
Because I get paranoid that I'm slipping like Freud
And zen goes to hell, I climb all the walls
When I say you're crap, I project like architects

I think there's some truth in these exaggerations of yours
Your fear sounds very authentic

I'm bathing in revelations again at the latest hours
I write rarely, but even when I write, I write all sorts of nonsense
Sorry, I kept you too long in my little poem
I wrote this when it was 40 degrees outside
As it wasn't always, I come with that heavy rap
I beat these drums in the speakers like the voices in my head
I'm Sergiu Nicolaescu, music is just a trifle
I come with beats from Esqu that he doesn't even like
My time has long passed, I missed the last train
Who should I send this demo to to apply a refrain?
Because I have no idea, I've squeezed the last resource
It doesn't matter who I send it to, I'm happy when they reject me
There comes a time when you don't believe your own spells anymore
It's not the fault of boredom that I get hater vibes
The superhero has soured, who will save the world?
I'm coming out with music again at the big fix like Prunea

What we feared didn't escape us

Stick 'em up, punk!

Your love, baby, that's all I need