Текст песни EDIRP - MeatSpady

What you gone do about ya pride?
Let it get the best of you or put it to the side
You know that it's a killer
But you ain't looking to die
Running to escape
Or you escaping just to hide?
(Ayeeeeee)
Weight upon your shoulders and it's weighing like a ton
Bad part about it is it only just begun
Losing your insanity it really ain't fun
Said you the chief but the chief don't run

Before the baby mom ex wife bullshit
I was headed outta town making crack flips
I remember being young doing back flips
Now my favorite memory is the mattress
Im just tryna sleep good eat good too
But it's hard when you got a bunch bills due
And these bitter ass bitches tryna tax you
And some hating niggas waiting to get at you
I'm around I'm around how you wanna get it down
Rather do it with the hands before I do it with the pound
Got a whole lot to lose and and alil bit to gain
Five letters one vowel get familiar with the name
I been going insane since 2015
Tryna cope with the pain stay close to the deen
Keep my hands clean remain unseen
But it seem that's a dream far fetched and obscene
Gotta a son I ain't seen my oldest a preteen
Daughter don't know the difference tween a pawn and queen
I'll smoke a fuckin port before I go back to court
For any child of mines these bitches is outta line
They doing it for the check doing it outta spite
Doing it til the dad of the kids is outta sight
They don't even think it's wrong they see it as being strong
I ain't never seen a women raise a man on her own

What you gone do about ya pride?
Let it get the best of you or put it to the side
You know that it's a killer
But you ain't looking to die
Running to escape
Or you escaping just to hide?
(Ayeeeeee)
Weight upon your shoulders and it's weighing like a ton
Bad part about it is it only just begun
Losing your insanity it really ain't fun
Said you the chief but the chief don't run

Out here tryna do my due diligence
But I'm prideful stubborn and militant
That's word from my love ones anyway
I rather listen to a strange man any day
Everybody carry gavels like ID's
Til they laying on gurneys with IVs
Then the humble talk really take precedents
Following the trails of arrogance for evidence
But I ain't come here play so it's fuck with they say
Pray 5 times a day and just stay up out the way
How you tell me about me you don't even like you
8 fingers 2 thumbs that's a catch 22
I'm pose to be insecure like everybody else?
Fuck y'all I rather think highly of myself
Low self esteem the killer of all dreams
Step back double cross hesi then tween tween
That's for all the negativity I never let it get to me
Fuck everybody thoughts y'all opinions ain't shit to me

Everybody wanna judge but they all just like me
Do I care what they think of me it's less than likely
I'm a man and I own my mistakes
That's what separate the real from the fake
I'm a real real one
Bouts as real as the come
And the chief don't run
No the chief don't run
Yea