Текст песни SpeakEndSilence (feat. Tara Dara) - MeatSpady

I rather speak in silence when I talk to you
But I don't wanna ignite another side of you
And listenings something I just don't know how to do
Cause I would give up my life to be alright with you

I remember when I met you I knew that you were special
I knew that you would do things to make me never forget you
You took away my common sense but gave me so much confidence
Then you took my confidence we ain't had much in common sense
Whenever you had a question you would raise your hand
Now whenever I got a question you just raise your hand
That's your answer huh? You emotional you a cancer huh?
Ain't show emotion when told you I had cancer huh?
I raised your kids kept this house spic and span
And all I ever wanted was a real fucking man
Like you used to be not this nigga that you choose to be...
I guess you got too used to me
I caught on to your foolery and then you start abusing me
At first it was just verbally but they was more than words to me
I blamed myself I never listen when you make demands
Even when its not my fault I try to make amends
How I feel sorry for you when you keep on hurting me
You'll get your turn that shyt gone burn like a third degree
I tell myself we'll be alright it's better days ahead
And though i should say this to you I never do instead...

I rather speak in silence when I talk to you
Cause I don't wanna ignite another side of you
And listenings something I just don't know how to do
Cause I would give up my life to be alright with you
I rather speak in silence when I talk to you
Cause I don't wanna ignite another side of you
And listenings something I just don't know how to do
Cause I would give up my life to be alright with you

I remember when I met you I knew that you was special
I knew that you would do things to make me never forget you
Like listen to me when I talk conversations in the dark
Reaching for my hand while we take a walk through the park
Who knew you was the biggest flirt I saw you with your friend at work
And I'm a jealous man with insecurities so I was hurt
My daddy used to tell me never let no woman play wit you
Keep her in her place and she gone watch what she say to you
You think I hurt your momma but I don't and I never would
And all the discipline I give to her is for her own good
Now I say this to my son and I can tell he don't agree
In my daughter eyes I see daddy what if that was me
All this pride inside my chest, system on my back
These bosses on my heels, now you breathing down my neck
I struggle with these bills watching you fuck up a check
And plus my other kids mother she don't show me no respect
If only I could tell you these feelings I feel inside of me
But I rather suicide than for you to see that side of me
I tell my myself we'll be alright it's better days ahead
And though I should say this to you I never do instead...

I rather speak in silence when I talk to you
But I don't wanna ignite another side of you
And listenings something I just don't know how to do
Cause I would give up my life to be alright with you
I rather speak in silence when I talk to you
But I don't wanna ignite another side of you
And listenings something I just don't know how to do
Cause I would give up my life to be alright with you