Текст песни Different Kind of Curse - Milktooth

I've a different kind of curse
They say you never come all the way back
And the night only makes it worse
Like I've never been alone

Avalyn, you are holding onto me somehow
Avalyn, can't you tell I'm not myself?
I've never been like this
When I run my blood far away
I'm lying to my face
I'm lying in my grave

Avalyn, you are holding onto me somehow
Avalyn, and I won't be cured by no one else
Avalyn, don't you know you're part of me by now?
Avalyn, can't you tell I'm not my own?
I've never been like this Now I know why my heart beats for you