Into Oblivion

Every time I need a little more
To make my demons disappear
A weak and useless attitude
That I wish to confess to no one

Every time I give in
I feel like a coward
My vision becomes blurred
But my mind becomes more docile

A remedy I keep for myself
I don't want them to judge me
I hate myself enough
And I really need it too much

I feel ashamed
But I really need a moment of respite!
An easy way out
To bury my dread into oblivion!

I need it once again
So that my problem fades away
No matter how long it lasts
As long as I don't have to face it

I feel ashamed
But I really need a moment of respite!
An easy way out
To bury my dread into oblivion!

I know it's a curse
I know it's a disease
I have no other way
And I need this moment of respite!

And one after the other
The glasses are emptied
Every time I give in
I feel like a coward
My vision becomes blurred
But my mind becomes more docile

I feel ashamed
But I really need a moment of respite!
With every glass I empty
I bury my dread deeper into oblivion!