This Void Deep Inside

My weary soul
It has no more reflection
I hate myself when I feel this void deep inside
I promised myself
That it would not happen again
I hate myself when I feel this void deep inside

Sitting in a place
Where I thought I should be fine
Sitting here driven
By bile and hate
An emptiness that I banned not so long ago
Frustration my good old friend

Constrain myself to settle with compromises
Slowly accepted as I sink into resignation
Wearing a mask to forget my dried heart
Slowly turning me into a passive coward

Even under the sun
Where I can't be hurt no more
Shadows fill me to the edge of madness!

My weary soul
It has no more reflection
I hate myself when I feel this void deep inside

What is this feeling deep inside?!
What is this feeling that I hate?!

WHAT?!
What is this feeling deep inside?!
What is this feeling that I hate?!
I promised myself that it would not happen again!

My weary soul
It has no more reflection
I hate myself when I feel this void deep inside
I promised myself
That it would not happen again
I hate myself when I feel this void deep inside

What is this feeling deep inside?
What is this feeling deep inside?