Текст песни Nihilist Lovesong - NESYA

Nesya
Nesya
Wake up
It's just a nightmare

You ask me how i'm doing
I don't remember
Haven't felt a single thing
Since last december
I can't forget her
Or what he's done
I try to run
I'm down to one
He broke my mother
And that's no fun
That wasn't love
Don't lie to me
I've seen enough
This life is rough
So help me up
And let me in
I just wanna run amuck
I'm not a kid

Am I ever truly happy
Will I ever be happy
An I ever truly happy
Will I ever be happy
Am I ever truly happy
Will I ever be happy

Haven't felt a single thing
Since last december
I can't forget her
Or what he's done
I try to run
I'm down to one
He broke my mother
And that's no fun
That wasn't love
Don't lie to me
I've seen enough
This life is rough
So help me up
And let me in
I just wanna run and run amuck
I'm not a kid

Is something wrong with me