Текст песни Out My Mind 4L - NHG

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Rock bottom, in a pit down below
Don't think too many noticed
Ain't been trusting much
Knowing it's way too many different motives
As of late, been finding snake carcasses
When I finish mowing
Looking back, I did get bit a couple times
I just ain't show no emotion
At Daytona beach, I took my heart
And launched it in the ocean
That shit get deep as the Atlantic
Til you stop that feeling showing
Living the life of a villain show you the realest moments
Forever out my mind, I guess that just can't be a fixed component

Guess I'm out my mind 4L, most the time
It's living hell
It's some trauma that's stuck in my mind
I might just never tell
L after L, I wonder how I still prevail
Just stuff exotics in a leaf
The pain erase when you inhale
Bale after bale, granny don't really like the smell
My folks been looking at me different lately, I know
I can tell
Got folded in when I fell in depression
I ain't drop a tear, or wish someone was here
I honestly wished I would disappear

Could see it crystal clear
Tendencies to move around when shit get weird
Can't live in fear of dying, I ain't run
Anytime when I felt that shit was near
Countless times, I wasn't fond of who I looked at in the mirror
Shit truth be told, I really feared 'em
'Cause he was out to break a nigga spirit
And was really near it
I figured out my calling was the lyrics
At first, I ain't hear it
Nah, I don't wanna go that way no more
Baby girl, can you steer it?
I done grew up from toxicity
So I'ma mention anytime we near it
I took my spirit, kept it far away from hell
Them demons wanted me to chill down at the bottom
But oh well
Yeah, right
Headed up top, and don't plan on leaving a trail
Shit, ain't nobody leave a blueprint out for me
Except myself

I guess I'm out my mind 4L, most the time
It's living hell
It's some trauma that's stuck in my mind
I might just never tell
L after L, I wonder how I still prevail
Just stuff exotics in a leaf
The pain erase when you inhale
Bale after bale, granny don't really like the smell
My folks been looking at me different lately, I know
I can tell
Got folded in when I fell in depression
I ain't drop a tear, or wish someone was here
I honestly wished I would disappear