Текст песни DELULU - Niki

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night
I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

My group chat is blowing up
'Now where you get that courage from?'
Oh-oh, 'You're not getting any better'
'You only get to live once'
Oh fuck that cliché
'Why should I give up and run'
RUN

'Cause they couldn't see my image of him
Is still staying in that red Nile April 16th
You know my every right to be biased
I'm a scholar who's defending her piece of work

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night
I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

I saw myself drowning in the sea
I swear I didn't plan on staying
I thought I would be writing love songs for him
I play drunk and innocent
Going on magazines
I know I really wouldn't care less, I swear

I saw the girls he took home, one after one
They're good at music too, huh
I guess he's kissing me when kissing them
But what if it's just a phase?

It's just a phrase right?
That's what boys do

(You're not getting any better)
(RUN)
(I swear)
(You're not getting any better)

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night

I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

(You're not getting any better)
(RUN)
(I swear)
(You're not getting any better)
(RUN)