Текст песни Theodore - Niki

I couldn't even form the words I want to say to you
When I'm sitting here where you should be
I tried everything I could to make you stay
And now I'm counting days to see you in heaven

'You wouldn't like this world'
'It's cruel and unfair, oh the economy'
I kept saying that to comfort myself
You wouldn't want to feel what I felt
But what if you turned out strong like me?

My boy, my boy
I'd do anything before you're even here
You will always have my love in any universe
My boy, my Theodore
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing
I bet the city lights are prettier up there
I bet there's all the space to run around
I bet you'll find another home to stay

Did you get his smile, his jawline or my eyes?
Have you inherited my tragic sense of romance?
Will you be a fan of basketball or guitar strings?
Guess you will tell me in another life

'You wouldn't like this world'
'There is no love or genuine'
I kept talking myself into my choice
He could be that kind of father
But he could never be the family you deserve

My boy, my boy
I'd do anything before you're even here
You will always have my love in any universe
My boy, my Theodore
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing

It was the right choice
It was the right choice, wasn't it?
It was the right choice
'Cause I altered the timing
It was the right choice
(I think so)
It was the right choice, wasn't it?
(I think so)
It was the right choice
(I think so)
It was the right choice, but

I'd do anything before you're even here
You will always have my love in any universe
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing
I bet the city lights are prettier up there
I bet there's all the space to run around
I bet you'll find another home to stay