Текст песни When I'm Alone - Neonblack

I'm always feeling lonely...

Lately I don't trust nobody
And I don't think that shit is healthy
But shit, my life is not hobby
If you ain't there then you ain't there, see
And maybe I been acting snobby
But shit, I ain't never been wealthy
And I don't bend don't do pilates
This rigidness, it sure don't help me
Cuz I'm lonely as fuck
And lately I just don't go out much
I'm always scared of a crowd... fuck
When on the mic, yeah, I shout a bunch
IRL I am mouse, stuck
Stuck in my ways I don't bounce up
I'm posted up like a bouncer
I'm saturated in all this debating
It's a charade boy I feel so deflated

I'm always feeling lonely... when I'm alone

Discovered the sickness in me
I've been running from different friendlies
I could summon bunch of enemies
I don't wanna exist
I put my mind to go rest
My breath a sign to resist
I think in time I could get
High enough to forget
How lonely feels to be me
The pressure I feel to succeed
Niggas don't understand
That I'm the plan
And I don't know what I'm doing here
Coming face to face with my every fear
Bout every day, I've had it up to here
And I don't ask for help
I'm my daddy's child
Suffer in the wild
Got my pain to sell
I don't know if I really care
If I'm living right
Cuz I couldn't tell
Can't hurt no one if they ain't really there
So what do I do alone
How do I keep from harm
Why does it feel so wrong?
Said what do I do alone?
How do I keep from harm
All my own
Protecting A home
Projecting A calm
So why does it feel so wrong?
Huh?
How do I keep from harm
All my own
Protecting a home
Projecting a calm
So why does it feel so wrong?

I'm always feeling lonely... when I'm alone