Текст песни blurring:thelines (everything in my mind RE:WYRED) - Nevertel

I'm highly conflicted sometimes I keep thinking that I'm just a copy
Got a lot written down but nothing that's
Sticking I'm thinking I need a new hobby

Like what is the point
If I have no direction
A lot on my plate
And I'm feeling the tension
Mentally drained cause I'm over obsessing
On letting em down I hate the rejection

I don't know what I want now

I hate the rejection
But I ain't bout stoping
My mental is lethal
My Thoughts can be toxic

I'm about to break down

This life got thinking bout loving the pain
I think that I'm broken I'm going insane

I've tried, it's so fitting that that happens at the worst time
I start overthinking everything in my mind
And I don't know how to fake it when I don't feel anything
I've been like this for a while now
I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown
And wish that I was anybody else but me now
Cause what I'm focusing on is blurring the lines

I'm staring at my scattered thoughts
And falling way too in my
I'm staring at my scattered thoughts
And falling way too in my head
My head, into my head, my head
It feels like I've