Текст песни where to start - Nsokwa

(Micky)
I just started with you because you
Ha-have been one of my closest friends from time so its
Disappointing when I see the way you look at life
I know it's not your fault because
People have been done shit to you
But at the end of the day like
Unless I know that you're ready to like atleast try

Look
Where to start?
I been feeling like I lost my touch
I been dug this grave bury me with Rosa Parks
Shit I lost my heart
Now take it all back to the start
Writing poetry at 16
I did that shit for views and likes
Don't get me wrong I love my pen
But I love when these likes would spike
This bad bitch would hit my line
Like "fuck who got you crying tonight?" Mmm right
I'm really good though
A couple tears cause of family shit on the news
A couple tears cause I seen my mom and dad fight
A couple more cause I lost this girl on my line
But that was my fault so fuck it I
I will be alright
At least you understand with all this shit that's on my mind
Why I'm quiet all the time
Unless I'm drinking or I'm high
And when I'm really high you know that shit don't feel right
But that one's for another time
Today I'm airing out my laundry so I'm leaving you on dry
Learning from my past that's like my history revised
And I've been taking all these notes
So I've been passing every time
I seen these red flags before so I won't question all the lies
I'll just walk away
I trust you to do the same
Micky hit me up
Remember just like yesterday but really three years ago
When I had dropped my first tape
And you won't ever hear that shit cause really I was in pain
Look
Nicky just left me
She had chose up
No I can't blame her
Cause they were real love
And shit was real tough
So I had to keep it pushing
I said a couple things and looking back that real stupid
Found another girl
I chose the wrong one
I dropped another tape and damn that shit went hard
And this one was with Micky
We did that shit twice
We'll make a couple more but when the timing feels right
I said I

(Micky)
It doesn't make sense to me
Like you can't just accept shit for how it is
And there's no bad blood or anything
We never even had the position
Or any reason to have a rift like that
You know what I mean?
Because even if you trying to say it's over a gi-

I said I found another girl
I chose the wrong one
And the right one waited till she said she had enough
And we were never in touch
Maybe in love
And Ion bring her up with all these bitches that I fuck
Cause she might just scare them off
Or maybe it's just me
I'm really in denial
Or maybe I made peace
Look
None of that matters
I'll just keep it moving
Look it's nothing new from all of this shit that I've been doing
Look it's nothing new from all of this shit that I've been doing
I've been stuck
And it's been months since I sat and made music
I've been rotting in a slump
And I'd just been dumped
So creativity like old tea it ain't brewing
And then I met Jeatee
And then I met Kxngz
And then I met Apell
4Central was the thing
Then facetime blew
And really that was cool
Then LNB called we made tough timez too
And round that time
I thought that I'd really found love again
Late night calls
And all the things that came attached with them
I won't say too much
Cause I know how obsessed I get
And see I was the problem
Communication lacking it
See I was the problem
Me and a relation weren't in it for a long run
Me and conversation? Man I'll skip and press ignore hun
Me and conversation? I said fuck communication
I ain't here to hear your words

Look a couple things happened
I fell for her friend
Like slip and slide
It's all funny till you can't make amends
And right now, nah I can't speak too much
I'll give the details later on
Cause now I know where to begin
See I just hit the scene
Four heartbreaks deep
And then a thousand shots in
A couple girls down
But they ain't down for the count so I know where to begin
Cause now you know where I've been