Текст песни How to Feel Human - JORDY , OSTON

When I come home and see my photo on my parent's shelf
I look into my own eyes but can't even see myself
Who's that boy
I can stare but I don't like seein'
My reflection when all the attention's on someone else
Didn't know heartache
Didn't get headaches after drinking too much cause you're sad
Didn't need healthcare cause you had mom there
She would fix it when shit hit the fan

I wanna know, oh, where did I go
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know how to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know how to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home

Back when I was a kid I would follow the boys around
Got myself in some shit one by one when they let me down
Who's that girl?
I moved on but it still hurts thinkin'
Somehow I'll end up hurting somebody who treats me well

Didn't know heartache
Didn't get headaches from some guy who cheated on me twice
Cause if he screwed up, I thought that was love
Was too young to understand why

But I wanna know, oh, where did I go
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know how to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know how to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home
Home
When nowhere I go feels like home
Home
When nowhere I go feels like home
Home

Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches
From tossin' and turnin' all night
Tearing off band-aids from the mistakes
Was too young to take my own advice

But I wanna know, oh, where did I go
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know how to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know how to feel human when nowhere I go feels like

Oh, where did I go
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know how to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know how to feel human when nowhere I go feels like