Текст песни How To Feel Human - JORDY , OSTON

When I come home and see my photo on my parents shelf
I look into my own eyes, but can't even see myself
Who's that boy?
I can stare, but I don't like seein'
My reflection when all the attention's on someone else
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches
After drinking too much 'cause you're sad
Didn't need health care 'cause you had mom there
She would fix it when stuff hit the fan
I wanna know, oh, where did I go?
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know
How to bе myself when I was completеly alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home
Back when I was a kid, I would follow the boys around
Got myself in some stuff one by one when they let me down
Who's that girl?
I moved on, but it still hurts thinkin'
Somehow I'll end up hurting somebody who treats me well
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches
From some guy who cheated on me twice
'Cause if he screwed up, I thought that was love
Was too young to understand why
But I wanna know, oh, where did I go?
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know
How to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home, home
When nowhere I go feels like home, home
When nowhere I go feels like home, home
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches
From tossin' and turnin' all night
Tearin' off Band-Aids from the mistakes
Was too young to take my own advice
But I wanna know, oh, where did I go? (Oh)
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know (Oh, I didn't know)
How to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like
Oh, where did I go?
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know
How to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like