Текст песни Alive - October Ends

I wonder what's worse me living like a monster
Or dying young as a good man?
I'm acting like a rockstar taking it way too far
Praying that this will never end

I see you care but babe that's not enough
It's been a moment but it feels like a month
This scar reminds me how it's been so rough
And that's enough

'Cause I have loved the stars
Too much to despair
Into the night, the stars are bright

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the nights I thought we felt alive
Here's to the nights I thought we felt alive

I'm feeling kinda lost in my head
Ain't got a thing to get me out of bed
I don't know what this heavy thing is in my chest
Afraid to say it under my breath

'Cause I have loved the stars
Too much to despair
Into the night, the stars are bright

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the nights I thought we felt alive
Here's to the nights I thought we felt alive

Drown your sorrow
Forget about tomorrow
Just fake it through til it gets dark
Here's to the night I thought we felt alive

I see you care but babe that's not enough
It's been a moment but it feels like a month
This scar reminds me how it's been so rough
And that's enough

'Cause I have loved the stars
Too much to despair
Into the night, the stars are bright

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the nights I thought we felt alive
Here's to the nights I thought we felt alive

Drown your sorrow
Forget about tomorrow
Just fake it through til it gets dark
Here's to the night I thought we felt alive