Текст песни R3KT - October Ends

I'm not afraid of dying
It's the fear I haven't lived enough, yeah
It keeps me up every night when
I feel like I'm going through something rough

Drunk and fucked up
Gonna tell you everything that I was afraid to say sober
Wrecked but I have
Made to the part where I can effectively break my silence

I wanna talk but I don't know how
Was in the stars but I'm falling down
I'm sick of me someone shut my mouth
Baby I'm falling down

Words unspoken
Filling me up hope I don't give up
Feeling broken
Tearing within I don't wanna give in
Choking
I almost choked in my fucking sleep
Can't break the silence
It's crawling beneath my skin

I probably missed your call you're out my house now
You're way too involved with all my shit somehow

Drunk and fucked up
Gonna tell you everything that I was afraid to say sober
Wrecked but I have
Made to the part where I can effectively break my silence

Words unspoken
Filling me up hope I don't give up
Feeling broken
Tearing within I don't wanna give in
Choking
I almost choked in my fucking sleep
Can't break the silence
It's crawling beneath my skin

I think I'm going insane
I think I'm losing my mind
Oh wait, has it been a long time
Have I already lost my fucking mind

I think I'm going insane
I think I'm losing my mind
Oh wait, it's been a long time
Since I completely lost my fucking mind

Have I already lost my fucking mind?
Am I insane have I lost my mind?
Am I insane have I lost my mind?
Am I insane have I lost my mind?

I wanna talk but I don't know how
Was in the stars but I'm falling down
I'm sick of me someone shut my mouth
Baby I'm falling down

Words unspoken
Filling me up hope I don't give up
Feeling broken
Tearing within I don't wanna give in
Choking
I almost choked in my fucking sleep
Can't break the silence
It's crawling beneath my skin