Текст песни PARASITE - Plague & Life

They said
They said
They said I didn't try

I've been cultivating my problems for years
Just an explanation, judging my fears

It's not my fault if I wreck myself
I shut up, I'm burn on hell

I always hide my burdens not to overwhelm you
I show a smile
Underneath I'm crying

They talk bad about me, but I pretend not to listen
I'm jealous, but I don't want to sin
Since you always try to win

Don't be scared when you see the scene
I always tried, I just wanted to talk
But from behind, you stabbed me
Don't say I'm wrong

And I fall, I see certain things
You wouldn't believe
I cry when I sleep, but I hide it well don't say this

Throw the white balloons (to the skies)
Uncover all (my lies)
I'm watching you (I'm flying)
But don't say I didn't try
Don't cry, no (show your side)
I don't feel you (but I'm alive)
Wrong perception (of life)
Don't say I didn't try

Because I tried

I see your tears, your grief
I drown in an ocean, very deep

Sew my arms, I do what they say
I pretend I'm living, that's why I feel you

They keep praying for you boy
But I keep it a secret, I'm a toy

Cause I have trauma to speak
Because I've been betrayed many times

They scream my name
I try to answer
But I'm not in your world
You need to understand it

I gave you my heart
And you break it to pieces
And discard it
Made me shut up

But in my room
Do you know what happens?
That's where depression takes over
I hide my hand with my gloves

How did you forget?
I warned you yesterday
I forgot, you're always right

Don't be scared when you see the scene
I always tried, I just wanted to talk
But from behind, you stabbed me
Don't say I'm wrong

And I fall, I see certain things
You wouldn't believe
I cry when I sleep, but I hide it well don't say this

Throw the white balloons (to the skies)
Uncover all (my lies)
I'm watching you (I'm flying)
But don't say I didn't try
Don't cry, no (show your side)
I don't feel you (but I'm alive)
Wrong perception (of life)
Don't say I didn't try

Because I tried

You know who's wrong
But judge me, why?
Say you don't know
But at least disguise

Throw the white balloons (to the skies)
Uncover all (my lies)
I'm watching you (I'm flying)
But don't say I didn't try
Don't cry, no (show your side)
I don't feel you (but I'm alive)
Wrong perception (of life)
Don't say I didn't try

Because I tried

I am tired
I am tired

It increases its size
I'm looking at paradise
But I am consumed by the parasite
This happens twice

I hate myself
I hate myself
Stop saying this
I hate myself
I hate myself