Текст песни Random Thoughts (Bonus Track) - Rashaann

Aww man
You know I should've threw this on the tape
I still might throw it on the tape
Maybe a bonus track, I don't know, we'll see

I never tried to be a "real nigga", whatever that means
But I'm honest and sincere man, whenever I speak
I see it doesn't go both ways apparently
And y'all just ain't the "real niggas" that y'all claim to be
Taking on a new persona dawg, whenever you tweet
Painting pictures of perfection, I'm guessing eventually
Whether that's days, months, or years, your biggest fear
Will be revealed, and that is that we'll finally see

Your real character, but let you niggas tell it
Ain't nobody loyal, ain't nobody ever give you credit
Everybody hating, no one wanna see you go and get it
Everybody wanna stop you from getting all your blessings
While you supporting everyone, in return it's never done
You always giving your out your last, they never give you credit for
Putting everybody first, and when it's all said and done
Since you've been hurt, now the motto's fuck everyone

Nigga please, you don't think that I can read
Right through your tendencies of making everybody seem
Like they the enemy, and you was always on they team
And trust me now I see all the shots you sent for me
And that's all you niggas, and yes it's plural
And this ain't dissing, it's just love lost for you
Couldn't see at first, now the vision is thorough
So we'll avoid trouble, separate ways in this hustle

Fucking up my judgement, thought I was good at that shit
I thought I knew who I was trusting, now I gotta admit
That I was clueless, I was foolish
No excuses, therapeutic
When I'm writing to this music straight from my nigga Junior
And you niggas be plotting on the low
No longer oblivious, just tryna see how far it goes
And you niggas take it far, now fuck the nice guy shit
And I'm broke now, imagine when I get rich

I felt violated, and at times I wouldn't speak
I let it get to me all because I'm tryna keep the peace
It's immaturity by me, that I can't even talk about it
'Cause deep down inside I really wanna hurt somebody
So I keep it to myself, all the feelings bottled in
Admit it bothers me, I thought you niggas was my friends
And this just started happening, I guess it's cause I'm older
Now I'm constantly having to look over my shoulder, hold up

Since it's time that I grow up, I'll admit I ain't perfect
Hurt some people I know it, but I ain't do it on purpose
I just allowed us to lose that connection
So much time without talking, I was sending out a message
That I wasn't caring, but just know that ain't true
I was in a new setting, but that ain't no excuse
But I learned my lesson, just as someone should do
That you can't be forgetting, who's really for you

But to someone I was once crazy about
Girl what happened? You changed to the greatest amount
And with all those damn one-sided stories you been telling
Soon they'll see right through you and just figure it out
But oh, silly me, they your friends, they on your side
So I go by knowing it's time I give up
And don't you ever fix your motherfucking lips to call me selfish
'Cause my whole life, I ain't been selfish enough

Never told myself, "dawg you been helping enough"
Never set a maximum of what I thought was too much
And you probably think the only way to help is monetary
What about things like support, time, and love?
Trust me when I say I ain't ever turning back
Don't be tryna run around, then act like here is where it's at
And I'm no longer affected, baby live your life
But don't be tryna block attempts for me to go live mine

But off that, I know this music shit is a blessing
My dream profession, but sometimes I'm second guessing
At an industry event, just tryna ask a simple question
And she rolling her eyes 'cause I'm asking for directions
Calm down baby, I ain't tryna get your number
Just don't wanna be late to see Nick Grant performing
It was just a reminder that now I'm a nobody
But when I come up, suddenly I'm so godly

And that same girl might hit my listening party
Rolling eyes at another nigga lost in the lobby
Some of you niggas like it, we do this for different reasons
You can have 'em, them groupie chicks don't excite me
But you, you girl, you got my attention
I write these songs hoping one day that you'll listen
And hoping that you like 'em, only truth that I'm writing
I'm not like these other rappers, girl I'm really trying

Niggas thought slowing down was gon' fuck the flow up
Woke up, showed up, in no time I rose up
They so stuck, notice, while I stay focused
Time to blow up, make the whole world know us
Niggas claim they listen, but what's your real motive
So insincere, man you fronting so much
No fucking fire emoji all on my pictures
If that's gon' be the only time you ever listen

What you really like about it? The bars or the flow?
The beat? The concept? What's a bar you would quote?
And if I ain't have to ask, then that's how I would know
The difference between one click and a download

And for all y'all supporting, we on the same team
The mixtape is No Previews, album is Same Dreams
Same Dreams