Текст песни SumDayz - Realitay

Somedays I do not feel like getting up
Somedays I wanna lay in bed with my eyes shut
Somedays I'm feeling so insane
Somedays I can't explain so detached from this game
Somedays I get upset I'm not the same
Somedays my panic overwhelms me it's a different pain
My stupid actions left a stain see the scar above my vein haunted visions infect my brain
Somedays I'm feeling like a superstar
But then I'm crashing really quick I don't know who we are
Somedays my heart is hurting main reason I am locked in chains act alright but I'm just Playing
Somedays I'm hoping I can fade away
Somedays I'm in a toxic state I can't get away
From these thoughts pulling me down with these feelings that surround telling me I'm Better underground
And I don't know if I'll be found
I don't know if I will stick around if there's a reason to be found if there's a reason to Continue
If I'm stuck like this the issue rips the tissue in my heart
Can I press restart
Can I take everything back
Can I choose another track I lost my soul far far back
Empathy I could not lack been to hell I ain't back visioning myself fade to black

Somedays this foggy weather keeps me down
Somedays my heart is turning black circling around
Somedays my brain fog keeps me blocked keeps me lost keeps me shocked to unstable For a job
Somedays I'm thinking fuck the lot
Somedays I'm in a cycle I can't stop
Somedays I'm thinking I'm a flop I can't drop all these thoughts in a body bag is my Corpse
Somedays I wonder if I'm sane or I'm crazy just replaying these delusions in my brain
Push away all the pain
Chain smoking life away
Lungs are black one more pack I can't manage without that
Somedays I need somebody else around but I push away there love they can't see me When I'm down
They can't see me drown falling down fake image who's laughing now somedays I'm Thinking really how
How did I get into this mess I wanted to be my best
Now I'm falling to my death
I can't seem to get my breath
I can't seem to get my rest
Now I'm stuck feeling depressed I had to get this off my chest
I am so numb that I don't cry
Senses don't work blurry eyes my whole life has been a lie
My whole life has been a lie final days ready to die final days ready to die