Текст песни The Coward - Rivilin

Each day just repeats after the next
Seems to always be the same yeah I can't catch my breath yeah
Try to explain it but you just don't get it
Cause the same thing happened like you just took an amnestic
In my own hell right here, yeah I think I get it
I just write these songs so yeah I can admit it
Cause I'm lost in these tunnels not making sense
Put a knife through my sternum, treat me like I am an experiment
Poor piss pants kid, what did you expect?
Did you really think they'd treat you like an equal with respect?
Yeah, boot to the face and they left you on the ground yeah
Strap a kid down and medicate till his family is replaced
With a bottle and some drugs on the side yeah
Wake up every morning feeling like I wanna die yeah
Pushed into the trunk and try to kick out the light
No energy, no strength just to keep up the fight

So what's the point in living when you don't really get it, yeah
404 connection lost, I'm awkward, I admit it, yeah
What's the point of running when they knew from the beginning? Like
Who the fuck am I? This insanity's repeating
So what's the point of loving when I couldn't just admit it?
Just a feeling of disgust in my stomach and its screaming
Cause I hate this, hate that, everywhere I go
Just the same face, lose touch, everything's for show

Say it's aggravated assault when I punched you in the face
I swear time stood still for a second then it breaks yeah
Watch the consequences start to come around
Running without shoes from the cops living underground
Remember two of us at the landfill
Didn't want to go home, no choice, tears spill
In the family house where the holes start to resonate
Watch the abyss grow in the cracks from your father's hate
I hear you fucking crying through these paper-thin walls
You didn't understand emotional abuse and now she's gone
I see you running down the street, not a fear in sight
Except the one from your father
Where he stabbed you in the fucking spine
Three kids residing in the back room feeling pretty shit
Don't know how to talk about each other's pains
Until one day they just give up
I still blame you for her death

So what's the point in living when you don't really get it, yeah
404 connection lost, I'm awkward, I admit it, yeah
What's the point of running when they knew from the beginning? Like
Who the fuck am I? This insanity's repeating
So what's the point of loving when I couldn't just admit it?
Just a feeling of disgust in my stomach and its screaming
Cause I hate this, hate that, everywhere I go
Just the same face, lose touch, everything's for show

So what's the point in living when you don't really get it, yeah
404 connection lost, I'm awkward, I admit it, yeah
What's the point of running when they knew from the beginning? Like
Who the fuck am I? This insanity's repeating
So what's the point of loving when I couldn't just admit it?
Just a feeling of disgust in my stomach and its screaming
Cause I hate this, hate that, everywhere I go
Just the same face, lose touch, everything's for show