Текст песни Wilted Out - Roje

I'm wilting, petals falling off, can't keep it together
Mind's a maze, no exit sign, trapped in stormy weather
Twenty 'round the corner, and I feel like I'm sinking
Memories of high school halls, back when I wasn't shrinking
Can't talk like I used to, words don't fit my tongue
Used to be so easy, back when we were young
Now it's all just silence, awkward glances, empty stares
Feels like I'm invisible, like nobody even cares

I'm losing it, I'm breaking down
A ticking clock, I'm spinning out

Wilted, I'm crumbling, I'm barely alive
Fighting this fight just to survive
I miss the days when I could breathe
Now every breath feels like I'm on my knees

Embarrassed, ashamed, can't face my own reflection
This isn't where I thought I'd be, this isn't my direction
Thought I'd have it figured out by twenty, what a joke
Dreams I built up in my head now vanish in the smoke
Sometimes I wanna end it, just let it all subside
But something whispers softly, "You've still got time to fight."
Hope and vice versa, dancing in my brain
Some days it's sunshine, some days only rain

I'm losing it, I'm breaking down
A ticking clock, I'm spinning out

Wilted, I'm crumbling, I'm barely alive
Fighting this fight just to survive
I miss the days when I could breathe
Now every breath feels like I'm on my knees
Wilted, I'm fading, I'm losing my hue
But deep inside, there's a spark shining through

Fuck it, I'm still here, I'm still breathing
Wilted but not dead, I'm still dreaming
Torn apart but piecing back the seams
Caught between the nightmares and the dreams