Текст песни Anthony is really tired - Rxseboy

I was almost a father
Changed my perception on people and promised the world I'd go harder
She was an artist
One line of coke on the dresser, she bumped it and swore to be smarter
I gave her money and energy
Got sick as fuck, almost died and then I was discarded
Was on half a heart, she repaid me by ghosting me
While she got high with her fucking guitarist
Girl, look what you started
Yeah, she goes on tour and she's stuck in denial
Right after that pregnancy, she took her ex to Hawaii
That shit made me suicidal
But fuck how I feel, it's not important
My friends still follow her, that shit is horrid
Tells me a lot about people I keep in my circle
They'll listen and hear my disgust, man I hope y'all enjoy it
Fuck it
Someone tell sundwn to send me some beats
Eight times a week I write down what I'm feeling at night
'Cause my brain doesn't want me to sleep (Oh I want to sleep)
I got so much shit that I wanna talk about
Clearing out all of that mental debris
Like how I was dreaming about having a wife and a kid, but now
That future is resting in peace