Текст песни Hopecore videos at two in the morning - Rxseboy

I don't wanna bruise myself and abuse myself
Thinkin' what am I dope for?
I don't wanna build myself just to kill myself
Lemme binge that hopecore
I just wanna find myself, when I pride myself
Should I act like I know more?
I been tryna guide myself, when I'm by myself
Goin' mad, it's a cold war

Serotonin stays inconsistent
I can't forget what I did and didn't
I spent two years tryna fix the image
But my get back been insufficient, okay
Can I just lift the sickness and risk my life on a split decision?
Abandon the shame, will the fam forgive me?
Give a fuck 'bout a lame when we stand on business
Okay

Nah, who the fuck said I'm insane? (can I just lift the sickness)
I'm not the way that they see me
Put that on my government name (can I just, can I just)
I lost a year of my life to an evil I cannot explain (can I just lift the sickness)
Tell me, if your whole world burned down would you still be the same?