Текст песни Attention - Sara Sonder

This headache's here again and I cannot pretend
I find myself trying hard to hold it in
In my sleep, I see monsters under my bed
Crawling to steal, a piece of me

But then you come around, I get paralyzed
My defenses are down, I start shaking inside
I'm suffocating, my walls are trembling
I won't show, I want to keep you close

The way you stare at me it's enough to make me fall
But I know you're not mine, and I was never yours
I'm slowly learning how not to need you
but I can't help but give you
All my attention

You don't even try but you make me weak
I'm trapped inside your web and I can't even speak
Like glass, you'd touch me and I'd break
But though I'm scattered, my heart beats the same

And it is electric, when you're by my side
I should keep some distance, but I'm not that smart
I'm half alive, I only wish I was
Someone you cared about

The way you stare at me it's enough to make me fall
But I know you're not mine, and I was never yours
I'm slowly learning how not to need you
But I can't help but give you
All my attention

You can't see through me
You don't even try
Oh I'm half alive...

The way you stare at me it's enough to make me fall
But I know you're not mine, and I was never yours
I'm slowly learning how not to need you
But I can't help but give you
All my attention
My affection

Kiss me softly, I know you don't love me
But I still adore you, come here
Fuck me slowly, pretend that you love me
Use me like you won't leave