Текст песни APATHY SYNDROME - Shiki-TMNS

Yeah I lost my soul
Yeah I lost my mind
Can't do what I'm told
I'm too far behind
Heart been beating cold
But still working fine
Can't fit in the mold
Reject by design

Yeah I lost my soul
Yeah I lost my mind
Can't do what I'm told
I'm too far behind
Heart been beating cold
But still working fine
Can't fit in the mold
Reject by design

I'm a reject, a disaster
Poison in my lungs like miasma
Gonna drop these tracks then go Casper
Along the way forgot what I was after

Maybe money recognition
Got some of both still a lot of shit of missing
Back in the day having fun was the mission
Nowadays I'm just French kissing with despair

Tension so thick you can see it in the air
Could chock it up to saying life ain't fair
But I made a lot of bad choices getting here
Time to man up make everything clear

Done a lot of bitching on the mic
But haven't made a single thing right
Living out of spite
Scratch that if I'm being real my mortality haunts me at night

Having panic attacks
Thinking of what I lack
Doubt beating my ass
I can't fight back
Wanna go live
Not just survive
Don't wanna lie
Look in my eye

Everything's great
Everything's fine
Say it enough might mean it one time
In the meanwhile I'm just on my climb
Walking through rain to find my sunshine I'm

Trying not to become hollow shell
All my dreams stacked them up then they fell
Playing kiss and tell with my demons it ain't ending well
What the hell guess temptation put me in a spell

Hate when I dwell on the past
Embarrassment stings but they say it won't last
Trauma lingering it restricts like a cast
Life too fast but the same times frozen in glass

Yeah I lost my soul
Yeah I lost my mind
Can't do what I'm told
I'm too far behind
Heart been beating cold
But still working fine
Can't fit in the mold
Reject by design

Yeah I lost my soul
Yeah I lost my mind
Can't do what I'm told
I'm too far behind
Heart been beating cold
But still working fine
Can't fit in the mold
Reject by design