Текст песни parallax. - Shy Jnr

I remember years ago
Across my street
Cop sirens flashing lights
It was hard to sleep
A peaceful night
Turned brutal suddenly
How twisted can this fate be?
I guess we'll see

Finding peace
In the silence of these bedsheets
Forced out without a choice
You cut me too deep
I don't wanna waste my breath
It feels petty
Say you loved me
Now you see me as an enemy

Oh how short lies my breath
Upon my vacant chest
So much room inside
But I can't stand the oxygen
Your worth is to make me worthless
Sorry to disappoint
But that ain't working

Bad habits seem to follow me
Like a cloud
A cloud that's dark
And always rains when I am around
I'm tryna claim my heart
But it's not in the lost and found
Maybe I'll never feel safe and sound

I'm searchin for that safe haven
Been a couple months
But I'm still waitin
I told you this takes time
But you're impatient
Now I love my life and it's amazing

Another pill
Another drink
Another game to play
It never ends
The consequence
Of falling in love with the pain
Tell me what's my name again
I'm in a different skin
Walking about and trying so hard to fit in
Tell me what is my problem?
God tell me what is my problem?
I know how to solve them
But I keep on running into problems