Torment

Into the darkness don't know what to do
For fear of the light that shines upon the morning
Devastated
Day after day hiding in my bedroom
When there's no reason to push me out of bed
My bitterness
Oh, so sorry Ted, another one turns alive
They destroyed my life who's gonna help me out now?

I have been trapped in the awful war
Innocent or guilty? I'm not quite so sure
They deceived me
Out on the front another explosion
While the grim reaper is floating over me
Freezing terror

You call this tyranny? It's my worst enemy
I am being turned into a killer slaughtering machine

So what now?
Where is hope now I'm back?
My conscience's burning me like red iron
I get off
Who will tell me why?
Who will help me forget all that's happened?

I'm back at my place I belong, alone
In the bad city that treats me like an animal
Being put down
I'm a nobody no more seems to me
Been turned over by the ones I was defending
Like an old dog

Nothing but a loser, to the ones I've got fucked
I should better be proud of dying for my own country

So what now?
Where is hope now I'm back?
My conscience's burning me like red iron
I get off
Who will tell me why?
Who will help me forget all that's happened?

So what now?
Where is hope now I'm back?
My conscience's burning me like red iron
I get off
Who will tell me why?
Who will help me forget all that's happened?