Текст песни The Forever Now - Sissna G

I've always been the weirdo
Looking in
I'm still right here though
Trying to win

I always keep remembering
That things get better
As I'm going 'bout my leveling
Trying to forget her

I started chasing dragons
To escape
So I smoke to forget
Before I suffocate

I fell in love
With the air I'm breathing in
I never seem to care
As I always sleep in

As awake and alert
That I may be
The nightmare never stops
Haunting me

I start pinching my arms
And rubbing my eyes -
They're still convincing
Your mind with lies
I don't get it

Are you even aware?
They want a society
With police state
Riddled by fear

And even now
Did you even get what I said?
Do you even care to get
Outta your head?

You're like an ostrich
With your head in the sand
How can I make you listen
Let alone, make you understand

You're a lost cause
Just like me
And I bet that you also
Wanna be free

Without selling your soul
To these entities
It's time we take control
From our enemies

They pose as you and me
But they're lacking empathy, so
They're playing cards
Against humanity now

The only way we will stop
These demons
Keep finding more and more
Of real good reasons

To serve a faith in both us
And credence

To finally wake up
And find our Eden
I don't care if you're a bloody heathen
Everyone can walk with God
That's the reason

I'm walking with God
I'm walking with myself
Forever in the here and now
Forever Now

Forever Now
Forever Now
Forever Now
Forever Now, oh
Forever Now

Now I'm already weak
But she makes me even weaker
I couldn't last a week
Without smoking me a reefer

I'll make up a tiny excuse
Where it's a cure for the blues
Now it's true
I feel better when I use

But I'm back on it
Back on the road to abuse
It's getting darker in my wit
It's like I blew the fuse

Of my mind
I'm in the lead in Memento
Feeling foggy and confused
But I always stay pimento

I'm resentful
But I'm melting the ice
If I could travel back in time
I would live it all twice

Can you live without the lessons?
I'd say no
We always need progression
Just to make sure

I wouldn't be the same today
And I'm happy to say
Thank you for
Letting me come all this way

I was about to leave
But now I want to stay
Looking death in the eye
Made me wanna play

I feel reborn after coming down
From the center of the universe
I don't care how it sounds

Call me insane
But I'm not the only one
Who's made a journey this long
We scratched the golden tickets

And it feels like a dream but everyone
Seems to meet
The same kind of spirits
Now what does it mean?

To me
We are all One
And one in the same
We have all won
Life itself and the game

The only way we will stop
These demons
Keep finding more and more
Of real good reasons

To serve a faith in both us
And credence

To finally wake up
And find our Eden
I don't care if you're a bloody heathen
Everyone can walk with God
That's the reason

I'm walking with God
I'm walking with myself
Forever in the here and now
Forever Now

Forever Now
Forever Now
Forever Now
Forever Now, oh
Forever Now

Forever Now