Текст песни True Poetry, Pt. 2 - Smooth Doubleb

What's Up with all of the thunder and lightning? The pouring of rain
Sounding like pots and pans, patiently waiting for the storm to end
So I can see the rainbow and the bright beams of the sun
This storm is a very depressing one, dark and lonely, slow and long
I feel like this storm will never end, filled with sorrow
Covered in pain
Not even a Band-Aid will cover the scars that I have within me

I'm still waiting for the rain to stop, but it is still storming
I sit there patiently waiting, covered in doubt and fear
Wondering if I'd ever be happy when the time is near
The storm finally ends
And it looks very bright and beautiful sun shining
Vibrant colors of the rainbow, nothing can ruin my day now
Finally feeling all the happiness, love
And self-confidence that I desperately needed
The storm was what I needed
To get to the radiant and positive side of my life
The rain watered my flowers and made them bloom
My garden is very beautiful and vibrant
I'm definitely at peace with it
But, here's one thing
I'd never like to experience another storm again, not again

What more do you want from me?
I attempted to be there for you, but all you do is just ignore
You really don't care, do you?
Wasted time and energy every second of every single day
You don't feel any remorse?

My beautiful brown eyes flooded with tears and despair
Wondering was I not good enough for you? Where'd I go wrong?
This is not the place where I'd belong
Don't feel safe, don't feel secure
I don't feel valued or loved by you
You attempt to call out for me
But my response to you is access denied, access denied
You attempt to call out for me
But my response to you is access denied, access denied

We argue, we fight, you always try to turn a wrong into a right
And that's absolutely not right
I opened up to you, showed you my flaws, gave you my all
Unconditional love and this is what I get in return?
But that's okay, would you like to know why?
Your Access is denied, your Access is denied, access denied

We argue, we fight, you always try to turn a wrong into a right
And that's absolutely not right
I opened up to you, showed you my flaws, gave you my all
Unconditional love and this is what I get in return?
But that's okay, would you like to know why? Your access is denied

Wins and losses, I've been in the dark working on my problems
Tryna become a better version of me
I expressed what I wanted to do with you
On the kitchen counter to the shower
But you just hit me with a reaction to my text
Said we have to FaceTime next
I said I'll have you fall in love by looking into my eyes
But you just said lol
Tried to kill it off but it keeps coming back around
Going to New York for the night
I know guys gonna be hitting your line, your line
Don't waste your time cause I know you're not an angel
Oh not you, but I want you, am I ever gonna feel love again woah?