Текст песни SM-One More Time - Smrealmusic

I just wish I can go back in time
So I can see the people who are up in heaven
Right now the time is eleven
Grandpa past away guess that′s why I've been hopeless
I′m so lost in my emotions
A couple months and my grandma passed away
I love her and I miss her
There's not one day I don't think of them
I can barely keep going with my music
Seems like every time I open up with a person
They just leave me so broken
This is why I can′t express my feelings
The dark thoughts of people leaving
I lost my girlfriend and my dog in 2020
And starting the new year
Something that I thought I didn′t fear
Happened I lost my dad he was fighting
So hard to stay alive
But I'll give it all back just to be with them one more time
I′m getting so sick of these messed up voices
Cause I've been feeling down
Telling me to just give up now
That my life isn′t worth it
I constantly continue to feel worthless
I am not perfect
I wish I was, maybe the people I love
Wouldn't have left my side
Maybe if I just continue with this pain inside
I′ll finally grow the confidence and end my life
But time is precious
Don't go around and just waste it