Текст песни SM-Drowning - Smrealmusic

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Feels like my thoughts are taking control
Like I don′t recognize myself
I'm trying to be the perfect one
I′m so scared to give up
Cause if I do does that mean my voices won
Cause if I struggle with depression
Will they even care
Or will they be like my therapist
Just laughing at me so careless
At Every single therapy session
Im so afraid to open up cause I just want to give up
If I tell people would they look at me the same
Cause all I hear is my thoughts
Like they are Ready to kill
And it feels like nobody listens to me
I feel so helpless like I don't have a purpose
So what's the meaning of life if I don′t know the meaning of mine
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And if I fell apart and cut my wrist
Would you look at me so carelessly
Or will you see me like a endangered animal
What if I told you that my answer is final
And I no longer want to be here
Tell me this isn′t real
Cause what I feel every single day
Is nothing but pain
I feel worthless like I don't have a purpose
Like this one time I cut my wrist
My brother was yelling at me yea I knew he was pissed
But I knew it was out of love
Cause if he didn′t care
I wouldn't be standing here
I would be drowning in my own fear
And Depression will be near
I know that this won′t bring her near
Maybe I'm selfish cause I just want her back