Текст песни Self Improvement - Something Missing

I'm sick of always hating me
Sick of always talking down on myself
I believe in self-improvement
But what if self-improvement isn't helping?
I just need to grow
Just need to move past what I fear I'm becoming
I know it's been said before but I don't like who I was four years ago

I just need to stop
Just need to change
Just need to stop hating myself with every single thing that I say
I know that it's selfish
I need to focus on me for a change
Getting past the self-hate

I'm sick of being so damn pessimistic
When it comes to how I handle my stress
I'm sick of being anxious
I'm sick of writing songs about hating myself
I need positivity
It's hard to move past this
It's hard to put a smile on a face I disdain

I just need to stop
Just need to change
Just need to stop hating myself with every fucking thing that I say
I know that it's selfish
I need to focus on me for a change
Getting past the self-hate