Текст песни reassurance - Sphere Merchants & autoblush

Everyday I wake up my mind in the dirt
Why can't I just take your word
I've been lied to, I've been hurt
Wish I didn't need reassurance
But I do though
Cuz lately I've been feeling more distant than Pluto
You only text me first now once in a blue moon so
I'm worried that in your heart what was once my room's closed
You said you'd keep it open but your life don't move slow

If you got something to say
Why don't you come out and say it
If you think waiting'll save
My heart then girl you're mistaken
You know I notice the changes
In our communication
And every single day
Feels like you're losing your patience
You said it wasn't the same
It won't fuck up our relationship
But I've been feeling the way
I did when you said put brakes on it
And all these thoughts in my head
Have no idea if they're accurate
But every time that we text
Feeling increasingly passionless

Feel like I'm pissing you off
Every time I try to talk
I'm not asking for a lot
Just don't wanna feel forgot
Just don't wanna feel ignored
You said you missed me before
Then found someone to adore
I don't feel missed anymore

And I'm so sorry that I'm this insecure
But people that I loved made me an empty promise before
It isn't jealousy I know that for sure
I'm just scared that we won't be partners in crime anymore

All I ask is you don't close any doors
The girl you fell in love with got so much left in store

Everyday I wake up my mind in the dirt
Why can't I just take your word
I've been lied to, I've been hurt
Wish I didn't need reassurance
But I do though
Cuz lately I've been feeling more distant than Pluto
You only text me first now once in a blue moon so
I'm worried that in your heart what was once my room's closed
You said you'd keep it open but your life don't move slow