Hope

Im good my nigga proper
Just let go and let God
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I was feeling super in a stupor
I lost my mind lost my phone
Lost my wallet lost my high now
I'm hangovered
I've adapted to the pain but this sadness is spilling over
This self-help book ain't working why I oughta slap the author
Coz all I feed is rage
I'm losing all my friends
I'm dealing with the shame I'm losing self esteem
My girl was mad at me I swore I'd never drink again
But I just said that coz I love her but she wouldn't understand
Whenever I am lucid I just feel like something's missing
It's getting out of hand
I'm free from inhibition my cautions in the wind
I'm on this liquid Ferris wheel I can control the spins
Although I say I can I know I really can't control it
Functioning alcoholic
I fear it's getting chronic
I pray for better days
I wish there was a way
I wish I could escape
To watch the sun rising while it glistens in the waves

Roll up a spliff I need another one
Roll up
Pour me a drink I need another one
Coz I'm addicted
I got problems
I'm addicted
We got problems
So give me hope
I need hope
So give me hope
I need hope

Look into my eyes and you can see tomorrow
If you believe in change then you can follow
Follow my footsteps, and walk in greatness
Just pure reality with a lot of patience
Sick and tired now I'm getting medicated with these patients
It's you I'm thinking bout when I'm sober
So all I do is drink it out until the pain is over
But the rain is never over
Reason why I'm never sober
Because the thought of you always ends up with a hangover
I'm addicted to this life yeah
I'm addicted to the sneakers
I'm addicted to the speakers
Addicted to keeping secrets
Addicted to real friends
Not addicted to this money but I'm addicted to this business
Am addicted to realness
I'm addicted to beautiful things
I'm addicted to love
I'm addicted to getting high I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm addicted to facts and not opinions
Used to be addicted to hundred thousands, now I'm addicted to millions

Roll up a spliff I need another one
Roll up
Pour me a drink I need another one
Coz I'm addicted
I got problems
I'm addicted
We got problems
So give me hope
I need hope
So give me hope
I need hope

Said I wanna find peace like a tree shed in mid-day
Bliss where the chips may
Free like leeway give thanks
Give praise keep faith
Be the best I can be each day
Each race keep pace
So I'm on my knees praying
See it ain't easy
When the devil's busy he sends me bitches and whiskey
I got secrets and I got needs yes
I can beat this I can beat this
The only key is persistence
Said you don't change nothing, nothing changes
Said if you don't change nothing, nothing changes