Текст песни End Up Like This - Stibs

We had addicts for our role models
And our idols always had a bottle
I guess one glass couldn't hurt
But only one glass doesn't work
Took two twos and then took four
But don't remember taking two more
When'd I go unconscious
Woke up in my own vomit
How did I get these bruises
Why would anybody choose this

Took a couple days, couldn't manage
And my plug took advantage
I fell in love with drugs now
Until I wasn't numbed out
But I'd rather be a junkie
Then have nobody love me
It freed me but I'm trapped now
And we used to have it mapped out
Would sit down and plan our future
Now I lay down and think about the past

How did it end up like this
Who knew that we'd end up like this
Get out if you still can
Wanna get out but I still can't
How did it end up like this
Who knew that we'd end up like this
Get out if you still can
Wanna get out but I still can't

And I would let you hug me tight
But I knew you couldn't love me right
I self-medicate, you self-harm
Saw those fresh scars on your forearms
I heard you cry behind the door
And I found you lying on the floor
Took a while but here you are
But you don't smile anymore

And all I want to do is help
But I can't even help myself
That wasn't part of our plan
I ran tryna find the Narcan
You didn't care if you lived in the end
Not prepared when you did it all again
Since then it's been a hard year
It gets a little dark cause you aren't here

How did it end up like this
Who knew that we'd end up like this
Get out if you still can
Wanna get out but I still can't
How did it end up like this
Who knew that we'd end up like this
Get out if you still can
Wanna get out but I still can't