Текст песни Capewood - Stibs feat. Roxiie Reese

Since we've been at Capewood, it hasn't been the same

Somehow it all changed and yet everything remains

You still don't trust or believe what I say

Since the neighbors found me passed out in the driveway

Called the cops on me as I stumbled through the door

As I crumbled to the floor, I was humbled to the core

We took that red eye to St. Paul by the night

And I couldn't stop the shakes, sweating bullets on the flight

I wrote a letter to you, held my hand above the flames

I was tired of the shame but you loved me all the same

I know that you were hurt, had me worried for a bit

Know you hurried to commit but I heard you didn't quit

Heard you're doing better and I heard you found another

I hope you find the love that we couldn't give each other

Don't think I forgot, I care a lot, if I'm there or not

If only as a spare thought, we never had a fair shot

Say you'd break down if I leave but I could never

Cause you took a chance on me when I know you needed better

Tried to find the right time but had the wrong day

Still have the same pain but we came a long way

Our dads weren't there, learned to shave on my own

But look at this life that we made all alone

I still have our old pics saved on my phone

It's been a long road but I finally made it home

To all the ones left out

The hopeless fiends with broken dreams

We're nothing but wasted potential

But this pain is essential

I know the strength it takes

So don't break from the weight of your mistakes

And for the nights that I tried to die

I'll still show up when I don't know why anymore

Don't want to get high anymore

Don't want to get by anymore

And when I'm tired and done

And I've gone so numb that I can't even cry anymore

I won't let it turn me coldhearted

Even if I'm back where I started

And I'll go on my own

Cause it's been a hard year and a long road home

Had to accept that I couldn't have it all

In God's eyes I guess I had to fall but never thought I can't evolve

Made the sacrifices that you couldn't make, the prices that you couldn't pay

I took it all, I took the pain, I pushed until I pulled away

And this will always be a part of me

You got the early lead, that doesn't mean you're hard to beat

This arguably my hardest beat, don't need a harmony

My wrist already frozen, ice is flowing through my arteries

Traumatized I had to stay inside but wasn't made to hide

Saw through the smoke and mirrors, didn't even break a stride

You could take it all and couldn't take my pride

I found sanctuary as I nearly died and now I'm sanctified

And God knows my intentions

Soul, body, spirit, and my mind is an extension

I try to find direction as I fight for my redemption

To find the silver lining in the timing is progression

I hope this finds you well

I gave my all to this small little project

I've been working day in and day out

And nobody even really knows I'm doing this

The world moved on as I spent all my time, money

And energy on a dream that I can't even really see anymore

But no matter what happens nobody can take this from me

And as meaningless as it might seem from the outside looking in

I can finally say I saw something through to the very end

And if you're here

I just want to say thanks for listening

Cause it means a lot more than you know

That's all I really have

From me to you

It's Stibs