Текст песни Everything All at Once - Strange Ranger

I'm looking for everything all at once
Back in the place I grew up
Same body
Stale hobbies
Is it the rain against my arms
The crush of the dull stars
Were you an alien before you knew you were
The ache that never hurts?

Remembering dreams riding on the bus
Calling my cousin a fuck-up
Forget it
It's always already ending

Stay up with you
'Til you feel good
Lose the words
As close as I could