Текст песни facade - Sxdszn

I have something good and I fuck it up
I never feel like I am enough
Lately i feel like i'm out of luck
Cannot tell you if it's love or lust

Ay, habits and tendencies
Hope serotonin will center me
Why would you wanna be friends with me
I think they say it's my energy
Yeah, I never get it though
Angels & demons won't let me go
Everyday waking up cynical
Want get the fuck out the city yo
Oh am I moving to fast
Sorry can't get too attached
Don't think this shit is gone last
Fucked over too much in the past
Yeah, you not gone remember me
I'm fading away with your memories
You never was gone keep it real with me
All these emotions they killing me

All these emotions they killing me
Baby would you cut a deal with me
Would you never lie so I won't be surprised
And disclose if you really been feeling me
Cause when I'm up at night im thinking bout our lives
And it's starting to seem like you're clearing me
And when my eyes roll back and i dream of the past
And you still there catch me right when I collapse
Baby what the fuck i'm supposed to think of that?
Now I got you blushing, got you thinking
"Damn, this is prolly worth it I should take a chance"
You could give a fuck about no other man
Bout no other man, why the fuck you say that
Girl you all up on me like our facetat
Said you love me baby time to face that
In the end I'm still gonna waste that

I got habits and tendencies
Hope serotonin will center me
Why would you wanna be friends with me
I think they say it's my energy

Yeah, then they drain it all
Smile on my face better take it off
I was taking my time just to make it up
Now I'm too tired to even be fake at all
And whenever we break i be breakin off
I try to fix it won't glue it or tape it on
Now this shit makes me mad when you make a call
I left the state just to give you the space you want
Yeah, we were dumb testing our fate
Didn't think it'd stop until we died
Swear this shit happens everytime
Must not have fit the grand design
Won't get too stuck on that facade

Habits and tendencies
Hope serotonin will center me
Why would you wanna be friends with me
I think they say it's my energy
Yeah, I never get it though
Angels & demons won't let me go
Everyday waking up cynical
Want get the fuck out the city yo
Oh am I moving to fast
Sorry can't get too attached
Don't think shit is gone last
Fucked over too much in the past
Yeah, you not gone remember me
I'm fading away with your memories
You never was gone keep it real with me
All these emotions they killing me