Текст песни Always in My Head - TLN

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Always in my head
Always in my head
Did you miss me?
Always in my head (Always in my head)
I wish I could say I missed you
Always in my head (Ayy)
But I got sum to say
Bitch I'm always in my head

I never wanted this to be honest
All the pain, all the pressure that I feel is enormous
Never really knew what I signed up for
Never really knew what I'm wishin' for
Now that I'm here I cannot say its easy
I was never one for the pressure to defeat me
Challengin' myself with every record, need to beat me
In a single year, I put out more than a EP
Everything a hit, but they never ever feel me
Doubtin' myself 'cause everything I do they trash it
Only got 1,500 streams on two tracks bitch
I cannot give it my all
Just to be told that I like a few songs
No results but I work my butt off
Voice in my head sayin' drop the mic bruh
You brought good shit so admit your time up
You supposed to blow with "City Life" yeah
Or with "No Pity" 'cause I put the time
And the work man I did it
These mothafuckers blowin' up in a minute
I'd battle them any second I'm givin'
They makin' music for the fun of it (Yeah)
Matter fact go ahead
Just know that you will never body me
This is what the people 'round me tellin' me

I'm up in my head again
Puttin' shit there that ain't (Yeah)
Tellin' me all kind of things
I don't think Ill ever be sane (Ayy)

I'm up in my head again
Puttin' shit there that ain't
Tellin' me all kind of things
I don't think Im still the same (Yeah)

I'm up in my head again
Puttin' shit there that ain't (Ayy)
Tellin' me all kind of things
I don't think Ill ever be sane (Yeah)

I'm up in my head again
Puttin' shit there that ain't (Uh huh)
Tellin' me all kinds of things
I don't think I can be changed

Never really knew that I'd feel
Typa way 'bout the music
Never thought that I would feel like I would wanna quit
People take me for granted
They never hear the potential
I think Ima last drop this
Yeah
Ayy (Whoop)
I know it's been a while that I solely dropped sum
You will never understand what I go through
Got four people for which I produce
Gotta give them hits and myself too
Gotta top myself when I top myself
'Cause everytime I top myself I top myself (haha)
Oops did I say four?
One you don't know (Yeah)
She be on the way (Way) better hold on (Yeah)
I be bringin' out the best in four people
It's easy to get people to hop on your beats
But it's not easy to give an artist a sound that they'll be
You a producer for the community
I'm more private sector, not easily reached (Yeah)
My talent ain't free
Time's an expense so pay me the fee
I could make a hit outta nothing
I'm a good investment just ask RIQUE
That's my nigga he know what I'm capable of
I be rippin' these rappers
The beats are deadly
On top of the pyramid
All these rappers are feminine
Hear the music it's evident
I cannot groom artists and still be efaminate
You are not who I learn from
It is the opposite
I look up to myself that is a definite

I'm up in my head again
Puttin' shit there that ain't (Yeah)
Tellin' me all kind of things
I don't think Ill ever be sane (Ayy)

I'm up in my head again
Puttin' shit there that ain't
Tellin' me all kind of things
I don't think Im still the same (Yeah)

I'm up in my head again
Puttin' shit there that ain't (Ayy)
Tellin' me all kind of things
I don't think Ill ever be sane (Yeah)

I'm up in my head again
Puttin' shit there that ain't (Uh huh)
Tellin' me all kinds of things
I don't think I can be changed (Whoop)