Текст песни Letter For The Heavens - TRP Smooth

This is a letter for the heavens
This is a letter for the people
Day after day I keep on grievin
(On God)
Please relieve me from this evil
(In the ring)
Been bobbing and weavin'
All these demons keep on creepin'
Walking in puddles of blood
I wish that I can stop the bleedin'
I'm leakin' oh I'm leakin'
Got me screamin' no I'm screamin'
They be sleepin' on me they be sleepin'
They sleepin' on me

Eleven eleven been making all the same wishes
Maybe they get it but nah I don't really get it
My nigga gone but you still tryna find the witness
Maybe I'm trippin'
Don't know who to blame
Why you go and put me in this position
Took my cousin he was finally livin'
Now they leave it up me and honestly
I'm really in no condition
Fuck all them x and o's
Nigga I don't need no hugs and kisses
Said I went M.I.A. but I ain't missin'
Up up and away you know I miss you
And yesterday I swear I was just on the phone with you
Talkin bout LA and how we gonna get our moms' richer

I had to start over
This shit get hard on me
They can't miss all these scars on me
Pray that soon it'll be all over
It'll be all over

I had to start over
This shit get hard on me
They can't miss all these scars on me
Pray that soon it'll be all over
It'll be all over
(yeah)

Losing my focus yeah
I'm so use to this pain I barely notice it
Took a walk in the rain
I know it's hard to explain
Feel like I'm stuck in a cage
And I can't open it

And they say sorry sorry
Sorry for your loss but that don't fix the damage
This is too big a scar that they don't got a bandage
Like how the fuck am I supposed to go on
Without my nigga Brandon

Lord you know a nigga been through it
I have no idea what I'm doin
Only way for me to heal is through this music
Shit don't even feel real
(No)
Man this shit feel like a movie
I was suppose to influence
Told my nigga not to do it
That's the cost of being human

I had to start over
This shit get hard on me
They can't miss all these scars on me
Pray that soon it'll be all over
It'll be all over

I had to start over
This shit get hard on me
They can't miss all these scars on me
Pray that soon it'll be all over
It'll be all over
(yeah)